Schools

Okay, so many people have different views on school. I used to like my school, until it changed. It used to be about learning in a safe, happy environment where students could absorb as much knowledge as possible while having a good time. 

Now all they give a damn about is whether our uniform is correct and how our behavior is. Behavior should always be good, but they expect us to be as silent as before time began. 

World, today I had an assembly on learning. They told us that they try to make it as "fun as possible" for us. Personally, I think it would be more fun listening to all of Justin Bieber's albums. And believe me, that is NOT fun. 

The point I'm trying to make world, is that this government is corrupt. Well at least the school systems are.  I had unit 1 Biology, Chemistry and Physics exams in January, and believe me half the stuff that we learnt  on the curriculum wasn't on that exam. Especially for Chemistry. The chemistry exam really annoyed me, because it showed just how low then exam board (AQA) has gotten to be. I was going through a GCSE EXAM and I didn't know half of the stuff in it, I was that clueless. 

I dunno, all I know is that schools and exams have changed for the worse, and the lessons are actually very depressing, especially in Years 9 and 10. 

I mean, how fun is educating children about the Holocaust by taking them to museums and making them stand in carts that actual victims stood in? Yes it may be important and interesting to know but it's not exactly fun or child friendly is it? 

Also, educating children of ages 14 and 15 about Euthanasia isn't really going to help us. Or about christian views on abortion. 

I'll go into this more on the next blog. Tell me what you think! 

B x

I'M HOME

Yeah baby back in miserable England. Not too bad, but I would MUCH rather prefer being in the sunny mountains, skiing down a perfectly piested black run in the French Alps right now.

But what was that saying world? All good things must eventually come to and end. 

So, a lot of things have been going down since I've been away. E.g. Whitney Houston. 

That's pretty sad news actually, I was a fan of her music. She just fell for the dark side of fame I guess. 

R.I.P. Whitney! 

But you know who also died? That dude from the original Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (Charlie's Granddad). To be honest with you, I'm just as upset about that then I am about Whitney Houston dying. 

Also it was Valentines Day, not to bothered really. It's just another day to get chocolates (if you're taken) and get fatter and to be depressed (if you're single). Plus, Valentines Day is was to commercialized nowadays. 

Sigh. Life is tough right world? Difference is that there's a way of dealing with it to make it less tough. If you moan about it, it's hardly gonna get better is it? Take chances in your hands- don't waste a perfectly good opportunity just because you're afraid. 

Oh how wise I am ;)

Post later! 

B x

Cheesy American twats

I hate them. Especially in shows.
I've been watching American shows (e.g. Vampire Diaries, Glee) for a long time now, and it's only watching a repeat that I realize how shit these shows actually are. No offense to all the cool Americans out there like the one from my school.
Take Glee for instance. Some of the crap they come up with is classic. I still like it, but only because it's funny to watch.
I'm not generalizing the American public, because I love most Americans. Just the ones that poison my ears and make me bleed from my eyes aren't so brilliant.
World, what shows do you watch? I really hope it's the good old fashioned shows.
Like Friends. Oh my God, that show is a master piece. I have watched Friends god knows how many times and I never get bored of it.
Now THAT is an example of an amazing show. Not this South Park shite.
B x

Snow in England

Unheard of! Of course there's no snow in England.
But alas, it has come! Quite thick as well. Is it just me or did Charlie Sheen just sneeze?
But when did it come world?
Sodding saturday night. I'm still grateful for it, but I think it's a day early. Thing is though, I know that school will still be open tomorrow. My school is open in a hurricane, this is nothing.
Its that sort of snow that's not enough to get us off school, but just enough to be a pain in the ass.
Oh well, who doesn't love snow? But I know that some dick heads in my school will be throwing snowballs, chucking ice at each other and other people like immature brats.
And to top it all off, I have mother freaking injections tomorrow don't I? I'm not scared of them, but they're not particularly nice.
The only thing I know is that snow is awesome, but can really be a pain in the butt.
What do you think world?
B x

Crush's and relationships

Right, lets get one thing straight world. Boys and Girls are quite similar in the way they act towards the opposite (or same depending on your preferences) sex. You just need to know HOW to act towards them.  None of this Men are from Mars and Women and from Venus crap, that's just a load of bull. The only difference is in the sexual organs.
I know this may sound cliched, but seriously just BE YOURSELF. If you aren't yourself, the other person could fall into a false sense of security. Just chillax, and if the other person doesn't like you for who you are then they're not good enough for you anyways.
For instance, if you feel more confident wearing make-up, then do it. Don't listen to anyone who says that you're being to fake for wearing foundation,  it's only if YOU feel comfortable wearing it.
I'm not saying you should put on 5 inches of the stuff on your face, but apply the way it feels most natural.
That's what I've learnt anyways. You should make a bit of an effort though. If you are planning on talking to the person you like and don't put on deodorant or something like that, spritz a bit on. It can make a lot of difference. Dunno who wouldn't wear deodorant though, that's just gross.
Got it? Okay. Comment if you have an account!
B x

Dark times Part 2

So re-reading the last blog, I realized it was a bit more slit your wrists than I wanted. But no matter.
Today, I wanna be all soppy and apologize to one of (or several of) my friends that I've hurt during that time.
You have no idea just how crappy I felt today, I literally couldn't concentrate it any of my classes because I was regretting so much of what I did. I still stand by some of my thoughts, but a lot less than what I used to think.
To Laura: I was jealous because you had someone who generally loved you and cared for you when I was all alone. I am really happy for you and Oli, and don't think for a second that I would ever hate you or post something bad about you. I hope you have a good anniversary today!
To Mariyah: I think you may be pissed at me, maybe because I went against some of the stuff I said. I wanna say I'm sorry if maybe sometimes I don't seem clear. I just hope that we can still be friends as we've become closer in these last few months.
To Alice: (what happened in June) I've been reflecting over my actions back then and you were not the only one acting up. I realized that to create a battle there must be 2 sides, and I think that I was over reacting.
To all the friends of Laura and Mariyah, if I've offended any of you or made you unhappy that I upset of of your friends, I am really sorry. I had no idea what I was really saying and about the impacts it had.
Phew, that clear my mind a bit. World, if you have a dark moment in your life, take time out to reflect over it. Isolate yourself for a couple of days so you don't end up doing something you'll regret. That's my advice anyways.
So I was contemplating last night about all of these things that I've done and then I came to, like, and epiphany:
Nobody is perfect, and only you can get yourself out of the trouble you've caused, Try and go into solving problems with a positive attitude and if it turns out to be worse than you've expected, then at least be grateful for what you've got.
B x